Wife ko trust nahi, beta room mein chhup jaata hai - 3 months sober hoon ya koi aur!

Yaar, aaj subah wife ne chai banayi to puchha, "Sugar kitna daalun?" Maine kaha, "Jitna tumhe theek lage." Phir woh chup ho gayi. Bohot choti si baat hai, lekin mujhe samajh aa gaya — abhi bhi unhe yakeen nahi hota ki main change hoon. Teen mahine sober hoon, lekin woh trust wapas aana mushkil lagta hai.

Ghar mein bachche bhi dekhte hain. Beta college se aata hai to seedha apne room mein chala jaata hai. Beta, main tumhara baap hoon, par tum mujhse baat kyun nahi karte? Yeh sab dekh ke bahut dard hota hai. Kuch din pehle ek old friend ka call aaya, "Chal party karte hain." Maine mana kiya, par andar se kuch toot gaya. Woh triggers abhi bhi utne strong hain.

Main roz 1 hour meditation aur walk karta hoon. NA meetings bhi attend karta hoon online. Lekin family ka trust restore karna — yeh sabse hard part hai. Koi toh bataye, kitna time lagta hai ghar walon ko dubara yakeen dilane mein? Ki main seriously apni zindagi badal raha hoon? Koi experience share karega toh bohot help hogi.