Sharab chhod di, par family trust nahi! Kya karun batao yaar?

Doston, aaj kuch share karna chahta hoon. Mera naam Naveen hai, 44 saal ka. Pichle kuch mahino se maine sharab chhod di hai. Liver thoda weak ho gaya tha, but ab dheere dheere theek ho raha hai. Par ek cheez jo mujhe raat ko sone nahi deti, woh hai withdrawal symptoms—sir ghumta hai, ungliyaan kaampne lagti hain, aur paseena aata hai jaise koi bhoot peeche pada ho.

Lekin usse bhi zyada mushkil hai family ke saath rishte theek karna. Mera beta, 12 saal ka, mujhe dekhta hai toh aankhen chura leta hai. Patni bolti hai, “Tumne humein kitna roya hai, ab yaad hai?” Main unke saamne shame se jhuk jaata hoon. Kal maine apni biwi se maafi maangi, aur bola, “Main theek ho raha hoon, bas thoda waqt do.” Woh chup ho gayi. Pata nahi woh maan gayi ya nahi.

Main ab ek local de-addiction centre se counselling le raha hoon, lekin ghar wale abhi bhi door hain. Kya koi bata sakta hai—jab aap sober ho rahe hon, par family trust nahi karti, toh woh trust kaise wapas laaye? Kya koi aasan tareeka hai rishton ko jodne ka? Bahut akelapan lagta hai yaar.