Pati hoon par apni biwi ko purani saadi mein dekh ke dil toot gaya – kya karun?

Yaar, aaj subah bivi ne chai banayi toh maine dekha ki woh apni purani saadi nikal rahi thi, woh jo shaadi mein pehni thi. Pata nahi kyun, woh dekh ke mera dil toot gaya. Main sochta hoon, is umar mein bhi main apne ghar walon ko kuch nahi de paaya. Nauki gayi, savings khatam, ab toh bachche school fees ke liye bhi paise nahi.

Kal raat maine socha, kya fayda hai aise jeene ka? Par bivi ne dekha mujhe, woh samajh gayi. Chupke se aake baith gayi mere paas, kuch nahi bola. Lekin uski aankhon mein main apna aaina dekh leta hoon - ki main kitna weak hoon.

Doctor ne Lexapro diya hai, lekin lagta hai woh effect nahi kar raha ya main hi jaldi result chahta hoon. Koi hai jo same situation se guzra? Yeh suicidal thoughts aate hain toh kya karna chahiye? Main apne bachchon ke future ke liye bhi dar gaya hoon.