Oxygen cylinder ke saath cricket ka sapna: kya yeh meri saza hai?
Arre yaar, aaj subah utha to oxygen cylinder ka flow check kiya. Phir bhi saans lene mein taklif. Pota aaya, "Dada, cricket khelenge?" Main dekhta raha. Uski aankhon mein woh umeed aur main yahan cylinder ke saath. Bahut dard hota hai.
Main 20 saal pehle chhod diya tha cigarette, par ab bhi lungs kharab hain. Doctor ne Prednisolone diya hai, thoda aaram milta hai. Par jab bhi khansi aati hai, lagta hai jaise pichle janam ka paap nikal raha hai. Mera beta kehta hai, "Papa, aap relax karo." Lekin woh nahi jaanta ki main roz sochta hoon - agar woh 10-15 saal pehle nahi chhodta, to aaj kya hota.
Family support karti hai, lekin main unke liye bojh ban gaya hoon. Bahu chupke se roti hai, pata hai. Koi nahi bolta, par main dekhta hoon.
Bhaiyo, aap logon ko koi aisa tarika pata hai jo guilt kam kare? Ya phir yahi meri saza hai aur kuch nahi? Main akele saans lene ki koshish karta hoon, par dil bhar aata hai. Kya koi aur bhi aisa mehsoos karta hai?

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