Haath dhote dhote khoon nikal gaya! Kya koi aur hai is haal mein? 😰

Mujhe pata hai ye sab kar rahi hoon, but rok nahi pa rahi. Kal subah uthke haath dhoye, phir do baar aur, phir ek baar bathroom ke tap ka soap lagake... tab tak skin peel ho gayi. Finger mein blood aa gaya. Mera mann karta hai ki ruko, but haath lagte hi kuch khatarnak hai, jaise corona abhi bhi hai. Maa ne dekha toh bola, "Pagal ho gayi hai kya? Haath kaat ke phenk de." Unhe samajh nahi aa raha ki ye habit hai, kuch aur hai.

Maine ek app try kiya hai — exposure therapy wala, jahan haath dhone ka time count karta hai. Lekin uss time bhi anxiety hoti hai. Pata nahi kaam karega ya nahi.

Family mein tension hai. Maa bolti hai, "Log kya kahenge? Bank mein kaam karti hai, haath bandage mein dekhenge toh gossip karega." Job bhi stress de rahi hai. Koi client aata hai toh pehle pens sanitize karti hoon. Boss ne notice kiya hai.

Kya koi aur bhi hai jiska haath dhone se bleeding ho? Aur kya koi therapy ya medicine actually helpful hai? Bahut thak gayi hoon. Please koi toh batao.