Haath dhone ki bimari ne mera khoon nikal diya! Koi bachao?

Yaar, aaj toh bahut bura din tha. Office se aayi toh pehle hi haath dhoye, phir locker check kiya, phir haath dhoye... aise chalta raha. Aaj subah dekha toh meri ungliyon ke beech se khoon nikal raha tha. Skin bilkul phaṭ gayi hai, red patches ho gaye. Mera husband bolta hai "bas kar, pagal ho gayi hai tu." Lekin main kaise rokun? Agar nahi dhoogi toh lagta hai kuch infection ho jayega, Covid abhi bhi hai na.

Maine kal ek therapist se baat kiya online. Unhone kaha ki CBT therapy try karo, aur hand cream lagao har baar dhone ke baad. Lekin honestly, cream lagane ke baad bhi haath gande lagte hain. Main sochti hoon ki cream ke andar bhi germs chhup gaye honge. Family ko samajh nahi aata. Mummy toh kehti hain "tumhe kya ho gaya, itna time waste karti ho." Aur main ro deti hoon.

Kya koi aur bhi is phase se guzra hai? Koi aisi technique jo kaam kare? Please batao, main bahut thak gayi hoon.