Exam ke baad bhi pressure? Baal jhad rahe, roommate ka 20 lakh package, IAS ka sapna adhoora!

Kal exam hua hai, phir se syllabus khatam nahi hua. Mera roommate IIT ka hai, uski placement lagi hai 20 lakh mein. Uske parents ko dekha toh mujhe apne papa yaad aa gaye. Unka beta IAS na bane toh kya hoga? Yeh pressure physically bhi dikh raha hai - baal jhad rahe hain itne ki comb mein tuft aata hai. Maine coconut oil lagana shuru kiya hai par koi fark nahi pad raha.

Ghar pe mummy bolti hain ki "tu to bas padh leti hai, kuch aur sochti nahi". Par woh nahi samajhti ki raat ko 3 baje uth ke rote hue kaisa lagta hai. Sab dost shaadi kar rahe hain, koi foreign ja raha hai, main yahan ek bench pe baithi hoon coaching centre ke bahar.

Mujhe lagta hai ki main life mein kaafi peeche reh gayi hoon. Kya koi aur bhi aisa feel karta hai? Ki jahan khade ho, wahan se aage badhne ka rasta nahi dikhta? Koi to batao ki yeh phase kab khatam hota hai.