CT scan result ka wait: 3 saal baad bhi wahi dar, kaise handle karun?

Doston, aaj mere CT scan ka result aane wala hai. 3 saal pehle lung cancer se ladke bahar nikla tha, lekin ab har baar scan ke time wahi dar, wahi ghabrahat. Raat ko neend nahi aati. Kal se mera pet bhi tight hai, anxiety ki wajah se.

Chemotherapy ke baad se mera haath-pair ka numbness hai, nerve damage. Doctor bolte hain "ye permanently reh sakta hai". Ab naya symptom hai — kabhi kabhi right side mein halka pain hota hai. Mera dimaag seedha sochta hai "vapas aa gaya". Family ko dikhata nahi, unhe tension ho jati hai.

Biwi roz kehti hai "aaram kar, tension mat le". Lekin bhai, body ka signal kaise ignore karun? Mera beta abhi college mein hai, uska job ka tension hai. Maine kisi ko nahi bataya ki mujhe recurrence ka dar hai.

Kya koi aur bhi is situation mein hai? Scan ka result aane se pehle aap kaise calm rehte ho? Koi tip ho toh batao. 🙏