**Chai ka glass gira aur wife ka accident wapas yaad aa gaya – kaise bhoolun?**

Yaar, aaj subah phir se wohi hua. Chai banate time wife ka glass gira diya maine. Woh kuch nahi boli, bas dekhti rahi. Lekin mujhe laga jaise woh accident ka din wapas aa gaya. Jis din maine gaadi tez chalayi thi... woh road... woh rukawat... aur phir woh. Abhi tak uska chehra yaad hai jab woh unconscious thi.

Doctor ne bola heart ab theek hai, lekin PTSD rah gayi hai. Raat ko neend nahi aati. Kabhi kabhi achanak lagta hai ki woh phir se hurt ho jayegi. Aaj maine try kiya breathing exercise—doctor ne kaha tha—lekin beech mein hi ruk gaya. Mann karta hai ki usse maafi maangu, par woh kehti hai "Kuch nahi hua, tum tension mat lo."

Par bhai, tension to hai. Ghar mein bachche dekhte hain ki main chup-chaap rehta hoon. Kal toh beta ne pucha, "Papa aap itne silent kyun ho?" Kya jawab doon? Ki main apne aap ko maaf nahi kar pa raha?

Koi hai jo aisa feel karta ho? Ki sab kuch normal ho gaya physically, lekin andar ka dar khatam nahi hota? Thoda guide karo yaar.