Caregiver ban ke meri zindagi khatam, ALS patient Maa kaise sambhalun? Koi raasta batao.

Haan ji, kya bolun. Aaj kal toh bas Maa ki seva karte karte din nikal jaata hai. Kal raat woh phir se gir gayi bathroom mein, main akeli utha nahi paayi. Tabiyat bahut kharab ho gayi meri. Doctor ne kaha hai ki ALS ka koi ilaaj nahi, bas dard kam karne ki dawai de rahe hain. Ek naya injection bhi shuru kiya hai, Lexapro? Ya kuch aur. Pata nahi.

Par sabse mushkil baat yeh hai ki ghar mein koi nahi hai jo meri madad kare. Mera pati toh kehte hain "tum hi toh ho caregiver, hum toh kaam pe jaate hain." Beta padhai mein busy. Saheliyan bhi phone karna band kar di hain, kehti hain "tere paas time nahi hai." Ab toh mujhe apni zindagi yaad bhi nahi aati. Kabhi ghoomne jaana, kabhi koi film dekhna - sab kuch khatam ho gaya.

Mujhe lagta hai main apni life khatam kar di hoon. Kya aap logon ke saath bhi aisa hota hai? Kaise sambhalte ho tum log? Koi toh raasta batao, please.