Biwi ne mangalsutra beche, naukri nahi mili, ab kya karein? 41 saal ka aadmi useless?

Bache ke school fees ka last date tha aaj. 15 hazar. Mere pass nahi the. Bivi ne apne mangalsutra bech diye. Usne kaha chinta mat karo, main hoon na. Par yaar, ek mard ke liye ye sabse badi sharam ki baat hai na ki uski biwi uske liye jewellery beche.

Maine aaj ek interview diya tha. 20 hazar ki naukri. Manager ne kaha, "Aapka experience to hai par aapki age 41 hai, hum young team chahte hain." Ghar aake roya. Bache ne poocha "Papa aap kyun ro rahe ho?" to kaha "kuch nahi beta, aankh mein dhool lagi hai."

Aaj raat ko suicide ka virus phir aaya dimaag mein. Par bivi ne dekha, pakad liya mera haath. Usne kaha "Sanjay, hum saath hain, ye waqt bhi guzar jayega." Par yaar, mujhe lagta hai main useless ho gaya hoon. Koi job nahi, savings khatam, umar bhi nikal gayi.

Kya koi hai yahan jiska same situation ho? Ya koi remedy? Main roz morning walk pe jaata hoon, yoga bhi karta hoon, par yeh depression ka andhera nahi hat raha. Please kuch batao, yaar.