Bhai, ACL ke baad ground pe jaake mann kyun heavy ho raha? Mera bhi same issue hai!

Yaar, aaj physiotherapy ke baad ghar aaya toh mann bahut heavy hai. 6 mahine pehle ACL reconstruction hui thi, surgery successful thi, doctor ne bhi bola hai sab theek hai. But abhi jab bhi ground pe jaata hoon, ya football touch karta hoon, ek ajeeb si darr lagti hai. Jaise knee dobaara twist ho jayega.

Kal toh kuch nahi hua phir bhi raat ko neend nahi aayi. Maa bolti hai "beta abhi time hai, pressure mat lo", but she doesn't understand. Mera college football selection next month hai. Coach expect kar rahe hain main ready hoon. Family ka pressure alag hai — papa toh kehte hain "khelna hai toh khel, nahi toh padhai pe focus kar". Jaise mera dream unke liye joke ho.

Ek ajeeb situation hai — physically toh main fit feel kar raha hoon, lekin mentally nahi. Kya koi aur bhi yeh face kiya hai? Kaise overcome karte ho yeh fear? Should I take more time, ya just push through it? Koi suggestion ho toh batao. Darr se zyada frustrating kuch nahi hai yaar.