Beta ne poochha papa ke baare mein kya bolun? - 47 din sober hoon, par guilt raat ko nahi sone deta!

Dost, aaj kuch din pehle mera beta school se aaya toh bola "papa, aaj class mein sab apne papa ke baare mein bata rahe the, maine kya bolu?" Woh baat aisi laga jaise chhuri se dil cheer diya ho. Pata nahi uske saamne kitni baar main gir gaya hoon, kitni baar woh dar gaya hoga. Ab toh maine peene chhod diya hai, 47 din ho gaye. Par woh shame, woh guilt, woh chhora sa raat ko jagata hai.

Liver thoda damaged hai, doctor ne kaha hai ki recovery phase mein hai, lekin withdrawal symptoms—kabhi haath kaanpna, kabhi achanak se gussa aana. Family support kar rahi hai, par main khud ko unke saamne chota mehsoos karta hoon. Kal raat meri biwi ne mujhe chai di, toh main ro pada. Usne kaha "tum theek ho rahe ho", par main jaanta hoon kitna dard diya hai maine.

Mera sawaal hai: aap log apne bacchon se kaise baat karte ho? Kya unhe pura sach batana chahiye? Ya chup rahna better hai? Koi therapy ya koi tip jo aapne use kiya ho, please share karo. Main nahi chahta mera beta apne papa se sharminda ho.