AA meeting ka sach: 3 months clean hoon, par fridge lock dekh ke roj tootna chahta hoon!
Doston, kal raat AA meeting mein gaya tha. Pehle toh bahut hesitation tha. Socha yeh log kya hi samjhenge meri halat. Par wahan ek bhai ne apna story sunaya, 15 saal ka drinker, aaj 8 saal sober. Sunke aisa laga jaise meri hi kahani bol raha ho.
Meeting ke baad ek sponsor mila. Ab roz call karta hai, bas 2 minute baat karta hai. "Kaisa hai tu?" puchta hai. Koi lecture nahi. Lekin yaar, ghar aake phir wahi felling - kitchen mein rakhi beer dekh ke mann kiya ki ek sip toh le loon. Family abhi bhi trust nahi karti, wife fridge lock kar deti hai. Bahut bura lagta hai.
Mera sawaal yeh hai - kya yeh AA meetings actually help karti hain ya sirf placebo hai? Ek jagah par baith ke apni bebasi ka raaz batana, usse kya badalta hai? Main toh genuinely try kar raha hoon, 3 months clean, lekin triggers roz aate hain. Kya ismein koi asli shakti hai ya main apne aap ko bekar me dhoka de raha hoon? Please koi experienced bhai guide kare.

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