8 saal ke pote ne kya suna diya! COPD ke baad bhi kaise khele saath?

Arre yaar, aaj kya hua pata hai. Mera pote, 8 saal ka, bola "Dada, aapke saath khelne mein maza nahi aata, aap to hamesha thak jaate ho." Usne bola toh seedha dil pe lag gaya. Main to oxygen cylinder lekar hi rehta hoon, bahar jaana mushkil, lekin ghar ke andar bhi unke saath kya khel sakta hoon. Pichhle hafte doctor ne ek naya inhaler diya hai, lekin saans to waise hi phool jaati hai. Bivi kehti hai "unke saath time bitao, baatein karo." Lekin woh to video games mein busy rehte hain. Kya karoon? Main unke saath carrom khelna chahta hoon, lekin 10 minute mein hi haalat kharab ho jaati hai. Aur phir unhe bore ho jaate hain.

Mujhe bahut guilt feel hota hai ki maine apni zindagi mein itna smoking kiya. Ab pachtawa karne se kya faayda. Lekin yeh puchhna hai aap logon se: aapne apne grandchildren ke saath kya khela ya time bitaya jab aapko COPD tha? Koi aisa game ya activity hai jo zyada mehnat na kare aur unhe bhi achha lage? Main bahut udaas hoon, koi raasta batao.