**6 mahine hue breakup ko, par dimaag abhi bhi usi loop mein fasa hai! 😭 Koi hai jo is toxic cycle se bahar nikalne ka raasta bataye? WFH aur imposter syndrome ne to aur maar diya. Please help!**

bc yaar, just realized it's been exactly 6 months since that breakup. aaj subah alarm nahi laga tha, woke up at 11am, first thought was her face. 😔

i know everyone says "time heals" but bro, it's like my brain is stuck in a loop. she used to gaslight me constantly, blame me for her mood swings, aur main woh chutiya tha jo sorry bolta rehta. abhi bhi koi code review fail hota hai toh dimaag mein aata hai "haan, i deserve this failure". woh toxic pattern hai jo chhut nahi raha.

aaj ek small win hua though - instead of crying, i went to the terrace for 10 mins without phone. just stared at clouds. kuch nahi hua but felt lighter. kya koi aur bhi yahan aisa hai jo same cycle mein fasa hai? how do you break the loop? i tried deleting her pics but woh memories toh dimaag mein hi rehti hai na.

also, yeh wfh loneliness + imposter syndrome combo is killing me. koi remote job tips bhi ho toh batao. zindagi mein ek stable thing chahiye bas.