5 lakh debt, cocaine ka zamana, rehab ke baad bhi tension! Family se help loon ya loan? Beti ki fees pending!

Yaar, aaj subah ek aur credit card ka reminder aaya. 5 lakh ka debt hai, sab cocaine ke zamane ka. Jab maine rehab join kiya tha, tab credit card company ne interest badha diya. Ab sob kuch compound ho raha hai. Ghar mein beti hai, school fees bhi pending hai. Mummy ko bataya nahi, wo sochte hain main theek ho rahi hoon.

Main ek naya treatment try kar rahi hoon—mindfulness meditation. Rehab ke baad se roj 10 minute karti hoon. Lekin jab debt ka tension ata hai, dimaag ka control chala jaata hai. Ek din sochti hoon, "Ek line maar lo, sab bhool jaaogi." Lekin nahi, main nahi karna chahti.

Job interviews mein jab puchte hain "gap in resume", toh main bolti hoon "health issues". Lekin wo shak karte hain. Ek baar to directly pooch liya, "Addict the kya?" Bahut bura laga.

Mera sawaal hai: Debt consolidation loan lena chahiye ya family se help maang loon? Lekin agar wo pata kar gaye ki maine cocaine pe paisa udaya, toh rishta khatam ho jayega. Koi hai jo similar situation se nikla ho? Batao kaise.