41 saal ka hoke bivi se 50 rupaye maangna - kya yeh life hai? Suicidal thoughts aate hain, koi genuine help?

Bhai, aaj subah bacche ko school bhejne ke liye 50 rupee ka note nahi tha. Mummy ne apne purse se nikal ke diya. Woh 50 rupee dekhte hi mera dil toot gaya. 41 saal ka aadmi, apne bachche ko school bhejne ke liye bivi ke paise le raha hai.

Maine socha tha ki is umar tak sab set ho jayega. Par kya pata tha ki ek retrenchment ka letter sab kuch khatam kar dega. Baccha puchta hai "Papa aaj school mein kya khaana diya?" toh main jhooth bolta hoon "Bada tasty tha." Lekin andar se aisa lagta hai jaise main useless hoon.

Bhai log, koi hai jo same situation se guzra ho? Kya yeh feeling kabhi khatam hoti hai? Kal maine ek chhoti si koshish ki - garden mein baith ke akele rone laga. Thoda halka laga. Lekin ghar aake bivi ka bharosa dekhta hoon toh aur zyada pressure ho jata hai ki main unke trust ko break nahi kar sakta. Par yeh suicidal thoughts...kaise control karein? Koi genuine advice chahiye, please.