41 saal ka hoke bhi school fees nahi de pa raha, failure ka ehsaas khatam karein ya ego?

Doston, aaj kuch zyada hi bura lag raha hai. Kal raat bivi ne puchha ki bachche ke school fees ka kya hoga, toh main kuch bol nahi paya. Bas ghar se nikal kar sadak pe ghoomta raha. 41 saal ka aadmi, par apne bachche ka school fees nahi de sakta. Yeh failure ka ehsaas andar se kha raha hai.

Ek hafte se therapy chal rahi hai, par aaj kal toh medication bhi kaam nahi kar rahi lagti. Bivi roz kehti hai ki "business chal raha hai, tension mat le", lekin maine kabhi apni jeb se ek rupee bhi nahi diya ghar ke kharcha. Uski kamai pe pal raha hoon. Mard hoon, yeh ego hurt karta hai.

Sabse mushkil baat yeh hai ki main apne maa-baap se bhi door ho gaya hoon. Unhe pata chal gaya ki naukri gayi, toh woh bhi pareshan rehte hain. Unke saamne jaane se darr lagta hai. Koi mujhe dekh kar sochega ki "yeh apni family ko sambhal nahi sakta".

Bhaiyon, koi aisa hai jiska ego zyada ho aur woh khud ko failure samjhe? Yeh feeling kaise handle karte ho?