40 saal ciggy pi, ab oxygen pe jeena seekh! Koi aur aisa? Positive tips do.

Yaar, aaj subah utha to oxygen ka flow kam laga. Cylinder change karna pada. Pota aaya, bola "Dada, chalo park mein ghoomne." Main dekhta raha uski taraf, bola nahi sakta ki dada ab nahi chal sakta tere saath. Uska chehra dekh ke dil toot gaya.

40 saal pehle cigarette peeni shuru ki thi. Tab lagta tha maza aa raha hai, doston ke saath timepass. Ab har saans ke saath pachtawa hota hai. Doctor ne kaha lungs permanent damage hai, oxygen 24/7 chahiye. Wife roz kehti hai "tune hi kiya apne saath." Main kya bolun, woh sahi kehti hai.

Nebulizer aur inhaler dono use karta hoon. Par kuch din pehle walk kar raha tha, 2 minute mein hi haath-pair kaale padh gaye. Bahut dar lagta hai. Bache bhi tension mein rehte hain. Meri beti USA mein hai, roj video call karti hai, "Papa, aap apna khayal rakho."

Mujhe bas yeh poochna hai: Koi hai yahan jiska bhi aisa haal ho? Kaise manage karte ho apne man ko? Kabhi kabhi lagta hai, kya faida hai itna struggle karne ka? Please kuch positive batayein.