40 ki umar mein life ka purpose khatam? Akeli maa ka din kaise guzarta hai!

Doston, aaj subah uthi toh bahut weird feeling thi. Pata nahi kyu, par lagta hai jaise life ka koi purpose hi nahi raha. 40 ki umar mein, bacche hostel me, husband business trip pe, ghar mein sirf main aur mera silence. Subah uthke chai banai, par man nahi kiya piye. Bas window ke paas baith ke sochti rahi, "What am I even doing with my life?"

Kal raat ek dost ne bola, "Kavita, abhi toh bahut time hai, kuch hobby lo." Hobby? Mujhe toh kabhi kuch seekhne ka man nahi kiya. Cooking? Bahut karlia. Gardening? Soil bhi nahi hai balcony mein. Aaj toh mop bhi nahi kiya ghar ka. Pata nahi kyu, dinosaurs jaisa feel hota hai - outdated aur irrelevant.

Koi hai jo same feel karta hai? Ya koi tip hai? Maine aaj bas ek try kiya - 10 minute walk kiya park mein. Thoda hawa lagaa, lekin woh void fill nahi hua. Shayad kuch aur karna padega. Batao, tum log kaise cope karte ho?