Yaar, ₹80k ka credit card bill, cocaine aur rehab - ab guilt se kaise bachun? 😭 Koi practical advice do!

Yaar, aaj kal raat ko neend nahi aati. Credit card company ka call aaya, ₹80,000 ka bill pending hai. Woh sab cocaine ke liye udaya tha maine. Ab jab bhi phone dekhti hoon, heart beat badh jaata hai. Rehab ke baad socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par yeh debt ka pahaar toh waisa hi hai.

Maine therapy join kiya hai, CBT sessions le rahi hoon. Doctor ne bola guilt ko handle karna seekho, par yeh guilt toh roz ka saathi hai. Ghar mein amma ko pata nahi hai ki credit card ka loan kyun liya tha. Unhe lagta hai main shopping karti thi. Agar sach bata doon toh woh tut jayengi.

Job interviews mein jab background check hota hai, toh "addict" label sab kuch khatam kar deta hai. Ek baar toh HR ne seedha puch liya - "Are you clean now?" Bahut sharm aati hai.

Kya koi aur bhi is situation se guzra hai? Apne past mistakes ke debt se kaise deal kiya? Please koi practical advice do. Main wapas uss raaste par nahi jaana chahti. 🥺