Job milne se depression thik hoga? Dawa lo ya willpower?

Yaar, aaj subah utha to socha kuch accha ho, but fatafat reality check mil gaya. Bivi ne chai di aur poochha "kya soch rahe ho?" Main bas yahi soch raha tha ki kal mere saamne ek job interview tha, maine apni situation batai, aur unhone kaha "we'll get back." I know matlab hai rejection.

Pichle 3 hafte se raat ko 2 baje tak aankh nahi lagti. Dimag mein ek hi loop chalta hai—kya galat kiya, kya karna chahiye tha. Kabhi lagta hai khud ko khatam kar loon to sab peace ho jayega. Bivi ro deti hai tabhi ruk jaata hoon. Lekin andar se kuchh toot gaya hai.

Ek dost ne dawa lene ko kaha, lekin main sochta hoon ki yeh to situational depression hai. Job milte hi theek ho jaaunga. Kya zindagi bhar dawa pe rely karna sahi hai? Ya sirf therapy se kaam chal sakta hai? Kuch log kehte hain dawa zaroori hai, kuch kehte hain willpower se ho jata hai.

Bhai log, aap logon ne kabhi dawa li? Kya yeh weak hone ki nishani hai ya genuinely help karti hai? Batao yaar, dil toda toda hai aaj kal.