Husband ne jhooth bola, bipolar 2 ne confidence mari – kya shaadi bach sakti hai?

Mujhe aaj subah hi pata chala ki mere husband ne office se late aane ka bahana kiya tha... actually woh apni dost ke saath baitha tha. Maine phone kiya toh woh ghabra gaya. Pata hai na, bipolar 2 ke episodes mein mujhe bahut zyada suspicion aata hai, aur antidepressants se toh weight gain ne meri confidence hi khatam kar di. 20kg extra le kar main apne aap ko dekh nahi sakti, aur woh mujhse door hota ja raha hai.

Kal raat woh mujhse bole, "Tumhe koi problem hai, main nahi sudhar sakta." Mujhe laga jaise woh pachtawa kar raha hai shadi karne ka. Main rote hue sochti hoon, kya bipolar disorder ke saath marriage survive kar sakti hai? Kya koi husband apni biwi ki bimari ko samajh sakta hai?

Main ab lithium aur therapy le rahi hoon, lekin mood swings abhi bhi aate hain. Ghar mein beta hai, uske saamne hum ladte hain toh mujhe aur bhi bura lagta hai. Kya kisi aur ka bhi aisa experience hai? Kya marriage survive karna possible hai? Please koi toh batao...